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How Do We Cope With This?

I'll be honest. I should have written three articles this week but my mind's a total mess. I'm so pre-occupied by the relegation nightmare that i can't even talk about it properly. So i'm afraid this is going to be nothing but a ramble. I have no agenda with this piece. I'm just terrified about Sunday. Sleep is frequently interrupted with nightmares. I keep waking up having had a nightmare that we've just been beaten by Weymouth (my old home town). Dave Beasant is in goal on crutches with an eye patch and Dowie is up front wearing an Armani suit and ballet shoes. Portsmouth fans with horns are in the crowd, jeering us, waving inverted crosses and laughing maniacally. My mind is a sick place to be right now. Of course, waking from this and realising it's just a dream is no consolation. The reality is in fact FAR worse. I honestly believe if we don't win on Sunday the club is doomed. I don't mean doomed in the sense of having to play League One football. I mean it in it's truest possible sense. Administration will be all but guaranteed, and coupled with what's going on in the boardroom, ie the egos that have been dragging this club through the mire for too long already, our demise is all but certain. I'm so depressed about it I could cry. But i'm saving my tears for Sunday. Make no mistake, tears will be shed at St. Mary's no matter what happens. Because IF we do survive I know that with most fans there will be a short euphoric feeling of relief. But that will very very quickly become anger. Because once the relief has passed fans will start to think rationally again (its hard to think straight when you're in a total panic). And we will think WHY THE BLOODY HELL ARE WE IN THIS SITUATION?!!!! And, as normal people do, we will look for someone to blame. The finger has been pointed in so many directions it's beyond belief. Fans criticising other fans for not singing loud enough! That one always winds me up. Lack of direction/ambition/money/intelligence/passion from the board. Stupid rhetoric from the saints trust. A manager that should have been fired long before he got the Scotland job. Letting Dodd and Gorman stumble along for too long. Lazy passionless players that never give 100% (not all of them of course).

The only thing that links these things is that its all to do with Southampton Football Club. What i mean is, we've not been victim to any hard luck stories like a shocking injury list, points deductions or anything like that. Yes we are strapped for cash, but who isn't in this division? The fact is, no matter what's going on here we DO have the players, fans and stadium to at least compete in this division. And the only conclusion i can draw, although with no real substance I confess, is that we're ALL to blame. The board definately, but us fans too. We've become fractured and disunited as much as the board have. As for the players, well they've let it get to them too. Ideally you'd like to think they're paid enough to act to a professional standard even if they do have concerns but sadly under Burley they didn't. And by the time Pearson got into them it was too late. Maybe. Pearson is our only hope. If we survive it's because he's dragged us safe by the scruff of the neck. And if we don't he's the only one at St. Mary's on Sunday that doesn't need to feel any guilt, although being a conscientious, honourable and ambitious man i'm sure he'l feel immense pain too.

If we survive i'l be delighted. But i'l also fee a little bit like we've got away with murder. Sorry if this article hasn't made a whole lot of sense. Think i'l go for a lie down. Sweet dreams.




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Writer: Steve_Kingsland73  Mail feedback, articles or suggestions

Date:Thursday May 1 2008

Time: 1:10PM

Your Comments

Hope you stay and Leicester go down, like most other Plymouth fans.
miked_joker
You are not just going down...you may have to watch Pompey win the FA Cup. 1976 in reverse in fact Mind the Gap
yellowcheesemonkey
Bye bye.
storagematt
Now you know what it was like for all those years you took the P**s out of us. You should be able to bounce back from the 1st Division in a year or two.
blarmy
Grin and bear it and then get on with it. We had to and it was far worse than you're facing at the moment.
UKTony
*taking a slightly different view* i miss the local derbies - and whilst you may enjoy a breath of fresh air with leeds in the lower leagues, i hope we can meet up again soon. (and if you do disapear as a club altogether, then that will be very very boring)
pompeycarpet
BYE BYEEEE.
Lysimachus
Steve.. a good article mate and every Pompey fan will know how you are feeling and as you know we've been in a worse position. Half of me hopes you survive and somehow bounce back so we can enjoy the deries Carpet refers to the other half hopes you fade away altogether and are never seen again... all I can say mate is que sera sera.. I'd like to wish you luck on Sunday but just can bring myself to do it .... You've made your bed you're gonna have to lie in it I'm affraid ..
Chix
Oh dear, Oh dear, Oh dear. What a sad state to be in when only Pompey fans are replying to your post Steve...and that's only because you used the word 'Portsmouth' in your piece and was flagged up by Newsnow! Have all you Stains completely given up? Que Sera Sera. Come on over to the blue side (like a few already have, and i'm not joking), you'll get to see cracking entertaining football, witnessed by passionate fans (ok in a ramshackle run down 'stadium' but with atmosphere) and you never know, maybe European football to boot! Come on ... join the party...even Big Nose is supporting us these days!
putneypfc
ugly comments putney. very bitter. were you whipped as a child? saints will stay up. enjoy your day in the sun. deep down you know it won't last.
lateralus73
And you might get Uncle Rupert back as well, life is sweet isn't it?
paultsmouth
Good article. After Sunday and Saints stay up, I'm sure you'll have sweet dreams.
Silver
you will we win or will we chuck the game so the poor relation scummp snortbeasts wendy go down!! i dont think luck will be on our side to get in the playoffs even if we win so ill take a drubbing by you guys and pray leicester get something and wendy gets hammered. would love to see the pigs get relegated again!! good luck lads!!
bladesforlife1889
The grand tour of the leagues continues. Division Three and Rupert Lowe would be too much for mere mortals. Can the club survive with their debts and years of maladministration? I doubt it.
eastneydave
you've got to admit though dave, wouldnt life be borinbg if "they" did just disapear, wouldnt it?
pompeycarpet
 

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